Tuesday, May 30, 2006
ystd woke up a lil later thn per normal(woke up ltr thn my elder sis...argh!!!)... we were supposed to hv religious class but thn it turned out dont hv... my grandpa was sleeping so i guess we mite hv it today if he's feeling well enough... since there was almost nth to do, i decided to sleep BUT suddenly in the middle of nowhere, there's some construction on the floor directly above us... WALAO LAH!!! DRILL here DRILL there DRILL everywhere... urgh...
so i practically rolled n rolled n rolled on my wonderfullest bed =)))... cant get to sleep so i gave up trying to... got up, watched tv with my sis... got bored, on the comp... thn sis n bro played cards n my bro was getting sick n tired of it so my sis asked me to play n so... i did =)! hahas... i won most of the rounds tt we played n she not happy loh so wat u wan me to do??? we played a few more rounds b4 she finally gave up so i went back to the comp to play games =)))... online games r definitely fun to play =)))...
thn we went to the shops nearby, collect some stuffs for my mum thn went back home... we planned on playing badminton but i on the tv n there was this show tt was really nice showing-karate kid so i decided not to play till tt show ended... tts 1 of the reasons lah... the nxt reason was cuz it was damn HOT HOT HOT!!! i cant stand this kinda heat for the time being... haiz... we shd be playing today again after sis comes back frm sch =)))...
b4 we slept, my sibs n me were joking ard =)))... we were making a little bit too much noise n my mum kinda got angry so we shifted into my room =)))... thn my sis n bro told me smth funny tt happened when they were playing badminton juz nw... they were hitting the shuttle cork... *hithithit* my bro hit it a little too HARD tt it got STUCK at the top of a tree !!! wanting to take it back down, he threw his racket at it n it too got STUCK X)!!! HAHA!!! my sis was like "oi! why u go n throw ur racket up there?! see lah! now STUCK also..." LoL!!! so thn my sis also threw her racket up there n guess wat... her racket also got STUCK XD!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! haiyoyo... say some more... now, her racket also STUCK!!! according to them, they were calling me frm downstairs but i was like at the right side of the hse n they were at the playground there which was at the left so hw they wan me to hear them -__-"... oh!!! thn, a boy n a girl called them crazy in chinese... now tts wat i call FUNNY!!! LoL!!! ok... so the rackets n the cork were still STUCK n u noe wat they did??? they threw the 1.5 l water bottle at them lah n it dropped with a BOM sound at evry drop XD... HAHA!!! thn my sis carried my bro to see if he cld reach the rackets... well, he managed to drop a racket down =D... my sis was a lil tired so she put my bro down for a sec n u noe wat??? he threw it back up, aiming at the things tt were still up there n it got STUCK... AGAIN!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! they were panicking over there n the 2 ppl tt called them crazy actually decided to help them(YaY??)... they used their skipping rope... dunno hw they did it, but i think they got it down =)))... hahas... wat a day man =))...
today, woke up after my sis n parents left home so its quite early lah... laze here laze there lor... thn, my younger sis, elya, in her sleep, she suddenly LAUGH leh!!! wah... scare me man... thn she LAUGH n LAUGH some more until make me giggle abit too n made her wake up frm her sleep n u noe wat? she said "today go sch...*rubs hands*" i was like "umm..." so she went to her bag n took out her homework leh!!! she did a little some more... me leh?? i havent even started on 1 yet larh XD!!! wat a bad BAD example im setting... TSKTSK!!! LoLz!!! i told her to sleep some more but she dowan to so oh wells =((... oh thn my youngest sis, elly(or was it elie?must go check x)...heh!), woke up frm her sleep looking dazed XD... hahas... so CUTE XD!!!
to be continued =)...
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8:59 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
omg just when i thought i was going to be fine as they were there but they somehow made it worse themselves...cant they see it for themsleves???omg i just cant be bothered anymore but funny thing is im still involved & you want to know why???because in the beginning, they dragged me in & i followed blindly...i shouldnt have,should i??omg this is soo ridiculous...wayway ridiculous man...i cant release myself from this trap that i have fallen into...ARGH!!!!!
had bread for breakfast, chicken rice for lunch n i noe wats for dinner...hor fun...the food's just getting better =)))...HAHAHA tmr is firdaus' bdae so we're kinda celebrating it today cuz sis n i wont be here tmr mah...going back home to amk tmr...speaking of bdae, it was elly's bdae ystd n remembering wat happened ystd was not really really tt great so we din celebrate anything =(((...anws, i think we're gonna hv ice-cream cake...YUMMY!!!sis n i mite be doing pudding ltr =))) hope it'll turn out better thn previously n not too SWEET XD!!! hahas...
i really LOVE staying here in yishun...reason being, dad n step-mum seldomly asks us wat our results r...the boys practically play by themselves n dun really scream a lot like my other 3 siblings over at amk...we can play the xbox n the comp WHOLE DAY also n they dont care =)))...we always hv plans for the day,may it be boring or a total FUN...we plan chalets for special occasions like bdaes n holidays =)))...we celebrate bdaes with cakes =)))...we do loads n loads of baking =)))...the food here hv more varieties n tastes greater thn the ones at amk...we go to wildwildwet like almost every 2 mths???itll be such fun cuz the whole family's there...yup,tts all i guess =))) HAHA aint it better thn life at amk???LoL!!!
i made a few poems n this time they rhyme =))) haha no lah... but they're GREAT...yupyup...i can really say wat i wanna say...wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!im just praying tt my mum wont get hold of them....tts all =))
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5:00 PM
did i blog ystd???i hope so...today's nt a fun day...woke up from bed, wanted to bathe n u noe wat stupid thing i did??? i took the freaking towel out of the freaking toilet!!! i took off my shirt alr lah thn i hv to wear it inside out cuz i lazy to turn it inside in... my bro laughed at me wth -__-"...so we took breakfast which i practically had no mood for lah... my sis was rushing me to eat... watched tv at the same time n for once, it was soo ultra BORING!!! after watching the tv, sis n i played cards HAPPILY(YAY!!!)!!! till my cousin called n my sis talked to him... tts when mummy asked 4 my report book... so i handed it over...thn she took a look at it... sis finished her phone call, came into the room...
sis: eh, hv u showed mum ur report book?
me: ya she's looking at it now.
sis: when did u pass it to her?!
me: erm, just only...
sis: WHY?!
me: cuz she asked me to?
sis: how come i din noe?!
me: cuz u were on the phone??
sis: omg.....
me: yea..., i noe...
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mum: danial, u look at this
bro: ya, wat?
mum: u see ur kakak sec sch still can get A...u leh?
bro: haiyah...
thn i saw her flipping the report book... thn suddenly so quiet... she pulled back my report book... so just now the comments were act for my sec 1 work... she stared... n stared... n stared... sis n i were practically worrying in our room lah... praying it will not turn out so bad...
haiz... so she came in...
mum: how do u think u did?
me: not bad wat... i think its ok!
mum: from someone who has done very well PREVIOUSLY..., this is very BAD already... it's atrocious!!! this is too much already!!!
me&sis: wat exactly do u mean by tt?
mum: u look at ur science. ur always scoring 70+, nearing 80 liddat. u look...LOOK!! its a 61 for ur exam!!! if it's not for ur CA, u wldnt be getting a 68!!
me: i told u alr, sci exam was really difficult. even my teacher agrees... she said my marks were quite ok...
mum: but u compare with last yr's. its a BIG drop u noe!!
me: but exam was really difficult n i did my best. wat else do u wan me to do?
mum: ok, so u say ur sci was difficult... thn hw abt ur maths? its difficult also wat but u still score an 80+. so WAT KIND OF EXCUSE IS TT?!
me: maths was quite easy n almost the whole level agrees on tt... dont compare tt with sci, PLEASE...
mum: ur maths u did very well OBVIOUSLY u would say tt rite? if it was like ur sci u wld give me the excuse tt it was hard rite?!
me: mummy..., sci was really very difficult n im nt lying...
mum: if ur kakak(elder sis) were to give me this kinda results is quite ok cuz since pri sch her marks was like tt but for u is different...this is nt the kinda marks for u!!!
me: tt was pri sch... sec sch is much tougher...
mum: but u still can score in maths... so? isnt it the same??
me: wat?!
mum: ok nvm abt tt. wat happen to ur malay? u cld score 70+ last yr thn nw is 58?! at least give me a 65, u r considered safe!
me: *abt to break down**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**-speechless-
mum: WAT IS THIS?!
me: i dunno =((((!!!!!!!!!!!*controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself*
mum: thn ur eng leh? y so low?! its a major subject n u DARE score like this??
me: -dunno wat to sae- *controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself**controlling myself*
sis: english is only comprehension wat
mum: but still, theres no way u can score like this!
sis: my marks also abt the same wat
mum: u ar... nvm... if u cant do well thn hw do u expect to do well in ur hist,geog,...???
me: my geog not gd meh?!
sis: english has no relevance to those subjects -__-"...
mum: u did OK lah for geog... make sure u do better for hist... well, hist must understand like english liddat wat...
sis: haiyo...*shakes head*
mum: aiyo... i look at all ur marks ar... esp ur sci n malay...
me: omg just STOP IT alr...-runs away to bro's room n start to draw birds, butterflies, flowers-
mum: WAIT! WHERE R U GOING?! IM NOT DONE YET!! U COME BACK HERE!!!
seriously...in words it just doesnt sound so bad... but those words r from my mother... its 1:40am now n her words r still ringing in my ears... i can still rmb the way she phrased it all... the way she said them... the way she sounded... everything... tt was only a part of it... i decided to cut it short cuz thinking more about it is pulling me down... making me feel even sadder... i cant bring myself to really smile nowadays n she had to bring me down even deeper...
so thn it was only sis n her in the room n my sis told me mum said all tt so tt i wld take her challenge n do better... she doesnt really care if it hurted me cuz she believes ill take up her challenge... omg cant she see tt i NEED her beside me... to support me... to help me... to guide me... but she doesnt care?! OUCH!!!!! it hurts... it really hurts... shes my mother... so i dont care if i sound a little despo here... i just need to cry rite now n i achieved it as soon as i wrote those convers... wat an accomplishment =)))... ok, this is taking a toll on me... im getting headaches n giddy spells again... im sleeping late n waking up early... i seem to be tearing more n more b4 i get to sleep...
continue-ing...
mum: elya, call kakak nadhirah...
elya: kakak! mummy call =))
me: *thinking n hoping tt it wld nt be so bad*-return back to my room-(sis in the toilet)
mum: i just wan u to do better in ur studies cuz these... im not really happy with them... u used to score very high for science n now its like this?!
me: like u said... used to...
mum: all the more shdnt u be scoring better?!-n she repeated everything she said earlier...-
me: i noe n i understand... just leave me alone for nw... ur saying too much to me rite nw... i cant take too many rite nw...
mum: i hope u really noe my intentions blahblahblah
me: yes i noe so can i be by myself?
mum leaves the room n im all by myself so as per normal i sat at my lonely corner at my room hugging my soft stuffs... i needed someone to talk to but i couldnt stop sniffing so i decided to sms instead...n i smsed padma...thank god she replied me or god-noes-wat-i-almost-did. sigh.... it made me feel worser but still i had to take it out n writing it here still doesnt help much... AHH!!!!! how long more do i hv to live with this?! let me breathe...
after which, cousin came, mum n sis left to collect her report book... in the afternoon liddat, every1 went to the library except for sis cuz she wanted to watch the tv...mum was seriously quiet... at the library she asked me if sis told me anything n i said no(which is obviously a lie) cuz i noe shes feeling upset thn...
got back home, watched tv, left for dad's hse... over there, every1 went to jb except for my other cousin n her sis... asked my cousin to let me use the comp n she was so nice as to let me use it tho she was playing maple =))... played this game with padma where a person say a sentence n the other continue... we tried making it turn out to be a poem but our rhyming sux... actually mine la hurr?? oh but the end result damn NICE leh... hehe... we'll keep them as mementos =))... oh, THANKS for everything PADMA!!!
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12:44 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
i made this as soon as i woke up this morning...
We were once strangers,
not knowing the other.
We expect nothing from them,
except a new found friend.
When we're finally friends,
all the quarrels start,
and we keep a distance,
from that friend we made.
Isnt it better if we all could just treasure our friendship that we share??
It is definitely better than returning back to strangers whom we don't know.
my mum saw my results...its soo bad...
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3:06 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
AHHHHHH!!! me here to spam ur blog...haha...u rubbish shit...who set alarm at 5pm when u are meant to wake up at 5am..see la thn late for ur duty...tsk...XD i had no duty la walao...
woaa... its half day todae n i dint noe lah -__-"... i was trying 2 complete writing my mortal's letter but oh wells no time so i decided to play lor! heehee XD!!! miss gowri came into class today n she gave us lollies =)))!!!!!!!! see hw nice she is??? i told her i wanted lolly leh n she said yea i noe cuz i saw ur nick HAHA!!! lol she so nice!!!!
thn i ran an errand 4 mr. m instead of TEH, tt tnua ah hurr?? lit rep u noe she!!! shes a bigger aquatic animal n she can eat me up so y the heck m i running tt errand?! its smth tt i just noe today XD... so anws, i came into class late 4 maths n mr keong asked me pergi mana(where did u go)???walao so lame tok 2 me in malay -__-"... oh, thn some ppl gave me an orange colour letter 'N' with shiny silver edges n it was also a keychain =))) like omg larh!!! i so like orange n wats more, its a KEYCHAIN!!! i wonder hw they made it... i shd get them smth in return rite??? joan said she also had one but she din show me her's =((...
thn, the day was over!!! i left sch with twinkle n padma... at first they said they wanted to go tiong so i decided to tag along lah thn ltr when we gt to the train station, they changed their minds... padma said if her train came first, go her hse but if twinkle's one came first, we go her hse... well, padma's one came first thn i wonder y we went to twinkle's hse instead... hmm...
on the way to twinkle's hse, she walk damn fast fast lah... padma n i first time there so we abit blur n trying to catch up to her b4 we lose her XD haha... oh, when twinkle opened her door, her doggie came out!!!!! omg it was soo SHOCKING!!! thn it started jumping up n down n circling ard us... scary lah... luckily it wasnt barking or id be screaming even louder thn i alr was... thn twinkle held her dog n told us to go to her room ASAP... our SAVIOUR!!! YAY!!! hahaha... so we ate instant noodles(yum) while watching a movie(new york smth...cant rmb) it was damn FUNNY n CUTE lah... HAHA!! after which, we went macs n we helped twinkle do her maths tuition hw =))) cuz we did it b4 mahs... heehee... i still dun understand some... funny hw padma noes them lah... aint she smart??? after a while, i kinda got sleepy n fell asleep on the table... i was also feeling bored n couldnt concentrate much cuz no one replied my smses lah... its like i sms for nth also...
haiz... listeningtosomeboringsongsrightnow... searchingforsomeoldsongsandrecallingthemtoo... haha... thesedaysaregettingmoreandmoreboringer... irealisedthatmyfamilyarelikeclosernowforbothsides,mumanddadincluded =))) icanfinallyinteractwithmyyoungersiblingsXD... haha... theresstillsomethingswhichidontget... imtryingtounderstandthemasmuchasican... butfornow,ishouldforgetaboutit,forgetaboutit,forgetaboutit,forgetaboutit,forgetevenaboutit,forgetaboutIT,forgetaboutitandforgetaboutit... allinall,8thingstoforgettocarryonwithmylife...
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5:44 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
today wat happened ar...oh yarr...had touch rugby training n i came at like 7:45 =(((...kakak had cross country at mac ritchie at 7:30 thn bro had no sch(dunno y lah)...i wanted to reach by 7:30 larh thn kakak go tell mummy tt it started at 8 so can leave home ltr lor wth...so i reached sch ltr thn as planned =((...so sad...
thn i watched the band ppl march frm the 2nd floor n third =))) HAHAHA i walk up n down the stairs so tt they wont see me...heh...smart eh??? the sec ones however just did stationary drills n i rmb my stationary drills frm last year...damn BORING larh...id rather march with my platoon cuz its much funner =)) haha...stationary drills r real boring can?! but u hv to master them first b4 u march so ull look great =))) YEAH!!! hahaha... theres still soo much to learn n master...
today coach came in a taxi leh...i wonder why...normally she would come in her van lor! wonder wat happened to it... so at the start of the training, we merely jogged n run...forward n backwards XD...quite confusing i guess... thn joan came at like 8:50(??) to see wat we're doing...i wanted to give her a hug thn she said: dont hug me!!! walao larh =(((... y cannot hug, of all ppl, JOAN?!?!?!?!*SCREAMS*
after the run, we practiced touching down...WHOOTS!!!DAMN FUN LAH!!! thn we had a small game where coach concentrated on a few girls at one time...oh thn we practiced running through the hole btwn the defenders cuz coach realised tt we're NOT noticing the holes =(((...my ankle was alr numbing thn but i still wanted to try out =)))...must hv practice wat rite??haha!!i practiced tt one TWICE where the second one started to really hurt my ankle...
thn we had a game - 3 defenders, 4 attackers...the first grp played in the netball court n the 2nd grp played at the bball court...thn luckily for the second grp there was 1 extra psn so i asked coach if i could sit out(the pain was setting in)...SHE LET ME =)))!!!haha!!!so i watched the game at the bball court n coach watched the game at the netball court...after the break, a player had to practice catching the ball with her PALMS+FINGERS n NOT her HANDS...LoL!!!so i had to take her place n guess wat...I SPRAINED MY STUPID ANKLE AGAIN!!!!!argh!!!!soo arse lah...its hurting even more now =(((...thn coach ask me to get some ankle strap which i dun really noe wat but ill go find out...the competition is alr next week...
after tt, went to tiong n strolled around =))forget it...
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6:20 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
i lost my voice =((!!!!!walao thn i went to look 4 tt audrey lah thn the teacher could hardly hear me =((( even audrey herself din noe lah wth...is it really tt bad???i ran ard the whole school todae...wouldnt wanna sae wat 4 cuz the more i think abt it ill definitely feel tired...
phew...luckily the speech thingy nt todae arh...cuz joan dint come!!!!!!!my voice sux lah so wat she expects me to say the speech???dream long long lah!!!its been postponed to this friday...im wishing tt my throat will not heal so i wont have to say the speech but tt will be mean to joan eh??haiz...theres like this touch rugby match on 1st june...we hv to apply for under 17 category lah...imagine we fighting against the 17 n younger o_O...hope we will win!!!
there was council photo taking today n the sec 2s were totally stiff man!!!even 4 fun shot they were still at a loss of wat to do larh...abit boring...sigh...
oh yah on my way back hor...on the bus i was feeling so sleepy so i slept lor...thn i bang my head on the window accidentally!!!!!!!pain lah....suddenly,the bus jerked n i bang my head on the chair in front of me =(((....another ouch thn now gt bump on my head =((((
got back report book...i got 5th in class...still the same as last yr...hope my mum wont scold me...i look at my results,damn saddening...
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4:59 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
ok actually my days r seriously filled =))) hahaha!!!i kinda forgot wat r some of the things which made me really happy =)))... i guess happy times r really just a moment n u must nvr let them go huh??yupyup so must treasure them no matter come what may =)))!!!
i just rmb tt on sun, my dad bought some bionicle costumes for my younger bros...in case u dunno wat bionicle is, it is some robot show lah...some sorta cartoon???LoL!!!anws, i was soo fascinated abt it tt wore the red costume tt had a helmet, the cape(!!!), claws(!!!) and a shield...my other bro wore the blue 1 which had a king-like helmet, the cape(!!!), and a sword...so we "fought" abit lor n let me tell u...HE HIT HARD!!!like everytime he hits i get hurt lah...luckily i got shield XD!!!heehee!!! thn my step-mum caught us on camera fighting larh...she stilll havent send me the pics =(((...lucky my face was covered man...heh!!!
so ystd, we had captain's ball n floorball match...i played in floorball thn hor, tt joan n sarah ar, abandoned me lah to play captain's ball =(((...but thn again, it was coach who separated us so its soo sad rite =(((???we were really nervous b4 the match...oh yah!!!my team name was FUNKY n captain's ball's team name was PUNKY!!!LoL!!!act we wanted funky rangers or was it funky monkey but because the other grp alr had a name close to funky tt we dismissed the second name lor!!!but it doesnt sound bad rite??haha!!!
omg floorball was scary lah...the ppl were all SWINGING their sticks ard!!!thn the other schools were soo rough lah...my team din complain when they PUSHED us or even just WHACK our legs/stomach for no particular reason but when we ACCIDENTALLY hit them or run into them(chasing after the ball mah), they go n shout at our face: OI!!! WEI!!! SHOO LA!!! WALAO!!! MOVE!!! omg lah!!! if u were me hw wld u react??? at first i was fine with them cuz i din wanna hold anything against them but it was continuous!!! by thn it was unbearable tt i actually shouted back at 1 of them lah!!! they are such ******* lah!!! 2nd last game or was it last game i actually quarrelled with 1 of the players -.-"...sheesh lah...couldnt stand those roughness no more =(((...luckily the umpires din ask me to go out of court...heng ah!!! thn when we won everything rite, the malay assess frm henderson said in malay tt we were aggressive ar hurr???LOOK WHO'S TALKING LAH!!! which reminds me, they called us lesbians when we entered their hall!!! WALAO I CAN JUST GO SLAP HER FACE LAH if i noe who she was tt said tt...they think they soo GREAT n all but look at the results...WE WON!!!HAH!!! MOCK US somemore lah...arses man they all!!!urgh...
today nth much happened except tt i tripped over a piece of paper on my way home lah n fell on my butt =(((...ouch lah...oh my voice is like soo....eeewwwwww!!!!!!!!but i think its cool XD!!!heh!!!but got speech tmr so must take care of my voice...heh =))
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5:42 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
fri:
had no geog=free period so we played cards=NICE...P.E. we ran 5 rounds up n down...i ran with zee n she walked lah so i walked with her...im such a good fren eh??LoL!!!thn the jnrs hor...go shout out my name thn u noe wat they say???oi!!!!u think u strolling in the park arh?! walao so crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the juniors r seriously getting out of hand lah!oh! thn we had science which was sooooooooo much FUN cuz we did COOL experiments =))))))) heehee!!!cs was quite okay lah...
sat:
morn was soo dead boring cuz my sis went away...she left me alone to fend for myself =((((....thn i woke up with my bro sleeping beside me ok!!!giving me tt smile of his walao...soo retarded...afternoon i went to geylang with my mum n guess wat i did...i played the gameboy with my bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMN PRO HOR???????????my mum do shopping alone...HAHA!!!well it was boring mah....thn we bought 2 scary shows n we watched them at nite b4 my sissy came home =)))) HAHAHA
todae:
woke up soo early man!!!feeling sleepy now =(((...my bro had a fever lah wth =(((...TAKE CARE!!!played the gameboy again and...oh theres a nice cool game tt is really addictive =)))...tell u guys tmr haha... went to my dad's hse n we made pudding =)))))!!!!!!!!!!!! my first taste of the pudding was sooooooooooo SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha... ah gtg nw...so short man my post =(((
sigh...its really really getting boring n.......i dunno anymore......
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8:57 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
ystd, we watched monster-in-law =))) damn FUNNY can?! HAHA!!! i was laughing my head off man XD!!! my class was watching from upstairs... thn my eyesight not so good mah so i sat behind the railings there lor but soo irritating leh... the railings go block my view >:(!!!!! but i was feeling kinda sleepy =(((... was dozing off at some parts... thn when it ended i felt soo ALIVE XD!!! LoL!!! funny thing was, the school clapped!!! err... its not some kind of performance rite??? haha... after tt, the sch played another show, an eddie murphy(?) production n it sounded so scary... thn micha hor, go n sae its not scary since its by tt psn... its gonna be funny as well... YEA RITE... its not the least bit INTERESTING much less FUNNY walao... retarded...
had recess... thn gt back MT paper... i got 40/70 for paper 1, 42/70 for paper 2... if u calculate, its 61.7 % =(((... well, at least i passed rite?? sigh... first time get 50 smth for MT =(( AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
after school, had NCC photo taking =)))... b4 tt rite, we ate in the canteen lor... thn i left my uniform on top of some1's uniform larh... thn as we were abt to head off to 2G2, i looked ard for my uniform thn DONT HAVE!!! OMG!!! i panicked la DUH!!!! i dragged waihan ard the sch to search with me when i checked tt all the uniforms tt were brought to G2 werent mine!!! wah damn scary lah... imagine ur uniform just disappear liddat??? my legs r alr gonna break lah cuz recess time i also went round the school with yuki to look for teachers tt were "missing"... hv u any idea hw HARD it is to look for a teacher?!?! oh ya thn, we went back to G2 n guess wat, gracia searched through a few thn my uniform was on a table at the back which is so queer... cuz when i was searching rite... no uniform was on tt table so hw did it suddenly APPEAR in the middle of nowhere?! oh, photo taking was FUN btw... HEEHEE!!!
today, we got back the rest of our papers n here r my "good" results:
English: 61.7
Science: 61
Literature: 61.3 = 61
Mathematics: 87
Geography: 74.5
some teachers came early some came late... just look at my marks... im HAPPY abt my results =)) cuz afterall i did pass rite?? thn when it was time to sign my science results at the teacher's table,
miss gowri: how do you think you did?
me: ok... i guess???
miss gowri: let me see... ok wat =)!
me:(SUDDENLY thought of my mother) NO!!! ITS BAD!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH soooooo retarded... i noe science WAS hard... when i got tt mark, i was shocked initially... but my mum... she has HIGH expectations of me =(((... just the thought of tt already freaks me out... kinda broke down... wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soo retarded of me... at least i passed huh?? MUST BE HAPPY =(((((!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG... im soo afraid of wat mum's gonna say... hope she wont take charge of our lives like when we were younger..............
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6:02 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
mother's day:
stayed at home eventually......VERY boring!!!!!! oh but we had pizza 4 dinner XD!!!!!!! heehee my mum told me to order but i was badmooding abit so she ordered lor!!!! hmm... they were smth abt cheesy turkey(???) and meat lovers!!! YUMMY!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA
ystd:
my sis had no sch cuz her exams over but other classes still have... NOT FAIR!!! wat happened in sch ar?? oh not sch lah... we had a tour n the tour guide was such a shocker man!!! first, she started saying she was frm crescent... thn she said she liked our windbreaker.... thn out of the blue she said she was from ncc!!!!!! which means she's our senior!!!!!!!!!!!! n u noe wat??? she talk non-stop on the bus lah... she can easily impromptu which is a good thing but its a little irritating leh >:(... i cant sleep, much less rest at least abit lor!!!!!! back in sch, we had nc, the same usual stuff =))...
todae:
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sis: now this is wat i call a real holiday XD!!!
me: ya??? why??
sis: cuz for the FIRST time, bro is not home!!! he cant make those younger ones cry ;)!!!
me: oh yea.... which means.... PEACE!!!!!
HAHAHA!!!!!!! hw i love today man... we played the comp n the xbox =D!!!! oh gt funny thing.... we both sneezed at the same time!!! HAHAHA wat a coincidence lah!!! same time leh... when does tt happen?? OMG!!!!! i really HATE liars.... i mean we all do lie sometimes rite?? but i cant stand those who lie n lie n lie day n nite... its really unbearable!!!! soo irritating!!!! im nt referring to my family but a certain someone i know(DUH!!!)...sigh...
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5:37 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
okaye... when my sis n i returned home, my bro showed us his new pouch n guess wat... its FILA brand wth... soo irritating larh he... thn he also has a new hp pouch n its ALSO fila brand... urgh... n to think tt my mum din get any for us?! n her reason was because we chose to follow our dad o sentosa n nt follow her go shopping... walao wat kinda mum is tt?! everytime we go shopping also she will just spend her money on herself or the younger kids thn us leh?? we follow to take care of the younger kids n carry stuffs larh... consider tt fun... wow... but at least the next day, ystd she went out with my sis n gt for us as well tho i said i din wan any cuz i was practically bad mooding... but when she asked it sounded like it was kind of a burden for her... so tts y i say dun need lor!! ah cant be bothered lah...
so ystd was my cousin's n grandfather's bdae... managed to wrap his present... when they all came over it was kind of a family gathering... haha!! not bad eh?? thn i played dead or alive 2 with my cousin... walao la he... everytime also win... eh but i did win a few ok!!! it was hard defeating him lors!!! any normal psn wld agree with me... cuz my sibs also cant really seem to defeat him lah... im the best actually so 1 day I WILL DEFEAT HIM!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! anws, ystd i lost badly also cuz i had a tummyache... nvm... next time still gt opportunity to defeat him =))) heheh....
today's mother's day... i wonder if we'll go out when daddy comes home... haha!!! ystd we ask him he said go take the train... wait for father's day thn we take the car ok XD??? where's the fairness?? LoL!! but when he comes back frm work, wouldn't he be tired?? haiz.. thn maybe mother's day, we'll be staying home??? I DONT WANT!!!
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12:11 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
thurs we had post exam activities n trust me, my level had the worse post exam activities... DAMN BORING can?! oh my goodness lah... we're supposed to be having fun instead cuz its our streaming year lors!!
anws, ystd my sis n i followed my dad n family go sentosa!!! we had 2 rounds of the cable car XD SOO FUN!!!!!! wats FUNNER is that we all took 2 rides of the luge n chairlift as a family but my sis n i had 1 more ride each!!!!!!WHEE!!!!!!!!! damn fun lah!!!!! oh, thn i found out tt my step mum is actually an operations manager of subway i noe!!!! shes in charge of subway at jp, far east n 2 other places(cant rmb) soo cool rite?!?! omg lah... thn at sentosa, she bought 15 cookies ya noe!!!YUM YUM!!!!!!! we had a discount so it din cost much!!!!the cookies r soo chewy n DELICIOUS!!!!!thn we had free drinks frm subway... how lucky hor?? oh thn i took my dad's motorbike to jp cuz we were gonna have pizza for dinner =)))!!! thn while waiting for the rest to arrive at jp, my dad n i mixed drinks at subway there n the tastes is soo farnie larh... love my daddy man =D!!! thn he told me tt if we work part time there, i hr is for $4... wonder if my mum will let me work anot... thn he also said next time if i go to the subway, any of the places my step-mum is in charge of, he said i must be thick skin n tell them i noe their operations manager so they'd better give me a discount n free drinks man!!! eeerrrrrrrttttttttsssssssssss........... i dunno if ill say tt but i noe im going to when im somehow BROKE!!!HAHAHA!!! the store manager there noes my dad so i guess he noes my face as well cuz he kept staring at me like wth... idiot man he...i think accord to my dad, his name is ahmad?? dunno lah... thn WE HAD PIZZA FOR DINNER!!!!!!!!! i ate 2 bowls of mushroom soup(mine n my dad's), 4 chickens n dunno how many slices of pizza-4 diff kinds leh n they all tastes GREAT XD!!!esp the surf n turf pizza cuz its BLACK PEPPER!!!HAH!!!YUMMAYE!!!thn when we return home, my mum n bro made my sis n i pissed off...shall say why ltr...
hmm... today is my cousin's n my grandfather's bdae so they're coming over SOON!!! i gotta buy gift wrapper... wrap my cousin's pressie...cant wait for them to come =)))...
tmr's mother's day... dunno if SHE has plans anot...
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1:17 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
ystd, i had a terrible feeling abt today...its not only abt our maths exam but some other stuffs too...
thn today came...woke up with a terrible headache but i still could sae to my sis:wake up wake up!!!im gonna go bathe first...off ur alarm urself :P!HAHA! thn on my way to the toilet i twisted my ankle =(((...ouchy...on my way to sch, in dad's car, i felt soo sleepy n just when i was abt to sleep, i banged my head on the car window...ouchy...thn i practically stoned in the car...oh, when my sis gt off, we both gave each other a thumbs up XD!!!hahaha...we showed each other tt thumbs up almost at the same time lah...shes my only n best sister larh...love her =)))
when i gt to sch, soo many many ppl were at the whiteboard trying out maths problem...i was helping ollyvia out with her problems =)))...WHEE!!!thn i realised tt when joan did her sums, she went round the bush, in a sense tt she took a longer way to derive the ans...told her tt but she din care, so...hope she did well during the maths paper =)))...after maths, after mr siow was somehow done with administrative work, everyone was walking ard so frantically lah asking if they had finished the paper n hw do u do some sums...i did finish the paper i guess but there were alot of ques by which i din quite noe hw to do =(((...thn they were all like u finished the paper?i alr blahblah marks gone lah!hw did u manage to finish doing the paper?!haiz...thn they all just cont asking ques to each other...me?i sat on my table staring at the back of the classroom...
oh yah,b4 the maths paper, a few of my frens came up to me saying things i din wanna hear...hmm...some also said things i expected they were gonna tell me a long time ago but i guess i dragged IT a little too far now, din i??haiz...i practically underestimated soo many things...,taking things for granted every now n then...couldnt really concentrate during maths...but i do hope ill get an A1 or at least an A2......
omg thn i left sch, had giddy spells wth.....it was my slowest walking speed out of the sch la...din even wanna open my eyes...thn i met ming en n sandra n we talked 4 a really short while...a few mins ltr, i met 3 other ppl frm their class as well but they only said hi,bye to me so i din really catch who they were except 4 ling2 cuz she was the last one to sae tt....
okaye...so exams r finally OVER!!!lets all cheer!!!yea...lets...i dunno y but i just cant seem to get myself to feel over the moon...shall go sleep now...my hse is dead boring...
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1:36 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
ystd:
had geog remedial after sci exam n also maths consultation with twinkle,padimama n shiyu.the consultation was more thn an hr la but heck...it was worth it i guess =)) yeap!thn after tt we all went to ikea to eat at burger king!!!whoots!!!i had a free toy!!!!!!!hahaha...thn twinkle n padma were revising geog...sucky n i were strolling ard the whole area lah...we practically couldnt concentrate but i did revise also XD!!hahas...i rawk!!!
todae:
we had geog...the things i revised came out!!!WHOOPIE!!!but 1 thing tt frustrated me was i forgot wat were the disadvantages of desalination larh!!!n i rmb tt was the thing tt i kept reading through la n to think i forget?!walao...stupidstupidstupid...
thn i went with padimama to bugis library...YEAH!!!we did maths...i din noe alot yet PADMA noes!!!PADMAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!gtg study nw...
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5:43 PM
Last fri:
Today was an UBER FUN DAY thx to my platoonmates <333!!!
haha!i tot it was gonna be boring mah...i mean lit ended at like at 10.10 which is quite early lah...thn sticky asked me if i was going to macs to study with them...thn since i gt nth to do n my mummy din noe i was ending early,i decided to go lor =))
me n sticky went first cuz connie had geog, gracia, wendy n waihan had science which ended at 11.30..we reached the place at 11.15 liddat so we decided to walk ard ntuc was it???yah...shd be la...thn we went to macs lor n ate first while waiting for the 4 of them to arrive n finally they did 11.50 and 12.05 =))
at first connie sat with sticky n me, gracia sat with wendy n waihan.thn frm across,we saw tt the 3 of them were soo engrossed into waihan's tablet..their eyes were practically INTO the tablet n i think it was sticky who started saying tt they were watching poorrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnnnn cuz they were suddenly eyes wide,smile wide too XD!!!hmm...thn connie n sticky tok n tok n tok abt god-noes-wat(i dun really noe wat cuz i was feeling soo sleepy tt i actually layed my head on the table to sleep but cldnt cuz they were making soo much noise =(( )...din feel like studying YET cuz every1 was still eating wth...i gave up on the idea of sleeping so i checked the 3 of them out..oh but first,connie made me jealous!!!its soo not fair!!!hw can she be close to some1 i like =((?!?!?!CONNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEY WERE WATCHING D.N. ANGEL!!!n to think they nvr invited me to join them in watching larh =(( shoo mean...thn i sat down n joined in the fun!!WHEE!!!!!after a few mins only,connie asked hu wanted geog notes(tips frm mr siow leh) n evry1 transferred to her table except me cuz i wanted to watch mah thn its like only me n waihan so we decided to move to their table lor!thn me n wendy was first to copy down the notes...i copied only half cuz the other half ms lee went thru le =)) thn i watched with waihan n gracia agen(wendy was MOST hardworking)
gracia n waihan were snuggling up on me...heh...im great arent i???XD HAHA!!!gracia was drinking frm her baby bottle n spilled water on me..she said she knew she was doing tt BUT when i showed her tt she spilled on her blouse too,she was like "OH NO!!!" hah!so she din noe!!!
thn we all went to the toilet except wendy...we were even talking to one another in the toilet n the students frm newtown kept on shouting "IRRITATING!!!IRRITATING LA!!!"THEY were the IRRITATING ones can walao...thn outside they said we were frm fairfield?!LOSERS!!!so we also went out of the toilet n shouted "aiyo!soo irritating!!irritating!!irritating la!!"haiz...cant be bothered with them larh...
after tt we continued watching D.N. Angel until my sister kept on rushing me saying tt she had alr left IMM which also meant tt i shd also leave tt place thn we can go home together -_-" she ar...cant go home alone wth...yo sis!!i noe ur reading this!!HAHA!!wats ur reaction huh???
ah wells,tt was MY DAY!!
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5:26 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
omg i cant believe myself but im actually listening to malay songs!!!so far i only like 2 cuz afterall i dun like malay...sucky...hmm...theres 2 sentences which i dont quite understand:
luka yang tak terasa-an injury which cant be felt
tangisan dalam ketawa-tears(??) in laughter
ah anws,ystd i woke up in the morn,i tot there was sch...i was abt to take a bath when my maid asked me "today hv sch??" i realised she din prepare anything so i said no n went back to sleep...8+ goin to 9 i woke up,saw my bro watching the tv...
me:eh,y r u watching the tv?
bro:why cannot?
me:cuz todae gt sch wat.ur supposed to be at sch nw.
bro:-__-"
me:y r u giving me tt face?
bro:y r u NOT in sch?
me:cuz i overslept?
bro:huh?
me:aiyah i din wake up lah
bro:kak todae is saturday.got no sch lah
me:today saturday meh?
sis wakes up,puts on her specs
sis:wah...y u so special wake up early today ar?
me:(realises its a saturday cuz sis only saes tt on saturdays)oh...i...couldnt go back to sleep...heh...
sis:mmm...(goes to the toilet)
bro:HAHA!see?say gt sch some more.
me:sshhh!!!soo noisy la u!
bro:wat?correct wat :P
me:shut up larh
tt was kinda stupid actually...n to think i actually panicked for nth...
thn my sis n i were packing our bags to go to dad's when my maid n mum comes in to pack some old stuffs up in the top cupboard.found my knitting stuffs n i tried to follow instructions agen but i still cldnt understand hw they actually do it so i gave up...finished packing my stuffs n my maid actually took out some really really old stuffs-toys,bags etc thn i saw my "joe cool"(snoopy) =D but my younger sis took it away frm me =(( n my teddy bear which was taken away by youngest sis =((((( n some other stuffs too n they took it too wth =((((((((...my stuffs when i was younger!!!
at my dad's:
my step-mum's fren n daughter was there...i ate 2 cookies!!!double chocolate with milk chocs inside XD!!!YUMMY!!!!!when they were abt to leave,i hopped to my sis n tripped over my bros' toys!!!i fell down!!!they were like r u ok???but they were laughing at the same time so every1 laughed too...dun care them...hmph!the rest of the day i did nth...
today:
i woke up at 7...thankful that the internet's working =))..searched for a few songs...hmm...mite go out ltr!!!i want to!!!i mean wats the point of following dad if ur nt gonna go out n spend time together??time with him is limited!!!
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7:55 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
mt exam todae
malay compo was quite ok i guess except for the fact tt i knew wat to write in eng but nt in malay so had some difficulties there i guess...paper 2,i liked the first compre but the second compre i had trouble with the second ques cuz they ask:Berikan dua ciri blah blah blah..i practically hv no idea wat ciri is wth so i STARED at the ques for 30-35 mins,no kidding...haiz...i hv a small chance of passing my paper =(((...boohoo...
oh,i just rmb an incident frm last yr XD!!!it was nearing the end of the year so i was sitting with addy...it was during maths n mrs lim was going through corrections if im not mistaken...both of us were making alot of noise according to her n so,she sent us out of class wth...we had to do corrections standing outside of the class...but,if i rmb correctly,i was telling addy y the sum is like so n y she gt it wrong...so we explained tt to mrs lim but she din believe us!!!>:( wat kinda teacher is tt will some1 out there tell me?!stupid larh....wont ever forget this incident cuz it was but my first time standing outside the class...
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3:37 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
a fun-filled day...
we got our lit papers back =))) n i tot i was gonna fail but i got a 15 XD!!!maths,teacher came 20 mins late n left 10 mins earlier!!!wat r the odds of tt happening?!we had early recess...WHEE!!!thn it was mt,teacher went through the format of the papers etc n we were released =D...not soo soon lah..still have geog...mr siow din come=(( so we had miss lee teaching us...we had a quiz n it was FUN!!!speaking of her,she taught us maths for 2 mths i think last yr n i din really like her cuz she merely went through the ques n i dun understand her explanation...so when she took over mr siow,i tot tt was the end of geog so i din pay attention but as time went by,she made lessons more interesting so i guess they were quite ok =)) HAHA
after sch,i stayed in class to do maths with padma actually thn shiyu had a BRILLIANT idea!!!she closed the doors,closed windows n even the curtains...HAHA it was dark i tell u...thn we projected padma's tablet on the projecter n shiyu "slide-showed" most of padma's pictures n we zoomed in at some of the pics >.reached home rolled on my bed cuz my tummy was idiotically hurting agen n i seriously dun see y its liddat cuz im nt shitting or farting or anything stupid liddat larh...its on n off n on n off n when its on,its seriously bad....urgh...
tmr's mt gotta go study hard hard thn gt lit next day study harder...hahaha...ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!
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6:27 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
todae for music,we watched the breakfast club =)))...it was damn farnie larh..too bad we couldnt hear some of the words cuz they were **** and some words were muffled too =(((..BUT IT WAS DAMN FUN!!!WHEE!!!i had fun n tts the best part XD!!!thn when we left the music rm,i saw ming en,sandra n hannah.ming en was like:oh!u cut ur hair! -__-" i told her on tt day when i cut n she can still sae tt walao thn dunno wat else she sae larh n sandra said i said AH!! when ming en told me smth...hmm...HANNAH WAS THE BEST =)))!!she said my hair was NICE!!!YAYS!!!twinkle said it looks soft.ella also cut hair n shiyu said nadhirah no.2...soo mean stick!!
during recess(OMG!!),i saw this (icky-yucky) BRIGHT GREEN SPIDER!!!it had FOUR feelers u noe!!!damn freaky..dun wanna elaborate XD...
the rest of the day,i felt moody n was surprisingly quiet i guess..sticky din irritate me(PEACE!!)..
after sch,i went for sci consultation with twinkle n padma(they dragged me!!!) n i was kinda blur at first cuz i din noe wat else to ask her mah...thn 4 sec 1s came to disturb >:(...they din book a timing larh so us 3 were "fighting" with them over the timing n they said they can wait =)) GOOD FOR THEM (:ppppp)!!!oh,WE HAD SWEETS N CHOCS!!!WHEE!!!wat a nice ending for this day eh??
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7:56 PM
NABILAH WAS HERE!!yay..me so damn bloody happy tht i finally got the Mole concept todae..i think..hopefully..all thxs to adrianne..i think he deserves the caring teacher award rather thn his mentor...she is so sarcastic and irritatin..and i noe not what of how how to describe her...went to coro after sch with my fav lychee...she is so nice as to accompany me and eat with me..UNLIKE SOME PPLWHO HAD TO GO SOMEPLACE ELSE TO STUDY..i didnt go and of course i dun wanna be thick-skin as to self-invite myself..so pathetic..me not close to them anw..no probs;).but it was a blessing in disguise..adrianne came and saved my life when it was in despair..haha...he suddenly came to class and ask if we needed help for the exam.thn i was like ya cuz i didnt come last thurs which didnt help at all..cuz the SS paper suck..bleah...charles low came in and decided to give us some work attachment thingy...the zoo or some raffles hotel thingy and somehting else which i forgot..but for some work we get paid..i wanna go but didnt ign cuz i noe tht i will not get chosen..pls..the teachers sure damn bias wan..dont care readi lar..cant wait till exams to be over..few more days and im off to many places wiht MY money..:)))
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7:39 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
er hem...
ive not updated for quite a while already mainly because my exams r ard the corner n mum's keeping her eyes on me =(... luckily todae she has work =)!!!WHEE!!!!!!!!!!
anws, on thurs,i went for sci consultation with padimama(huiqi,nicole n shiyu dun wan go)IT WAS DAMN FUN!!!at the beginning larh...thn out of nowhere, an IDIOT appeared!!!!!!!!OMG she was damn IRRITATING larh...we ask miss gowri a ques n she repeats wat she answered us like omg >:(!!!!urgh...n thn,she go n ask some IRRELEVANT ques n drag OUR PRECIOUS consultation time leh wth...after science,we also had maths consultation frm her n she took only 10 mins??PRO RITE??oh, n miss gowri gave us sweets >.< well,we answered her ques mahs =D!!!whoots!!!thn when we left sch,tt idiot had the cheeks to follow us...urgh
fri was eng exam n lit test(screwed them)...sat n sun followed my father,same usual thing larh..he went to work so we din really spent time together :'(...ah, i was also tired n sleepy anws...n today,...is just the beginning HAHAHA
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1:25 PM