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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
lololol
i actually 4gt to mention
eventhough my cousin had stolen my phone
still went to bugis to meet nila
lucky she was thr
if she wasnt thr i think ill be dam depressed
thn we went shopping
tho we were broke =.=
thn went to grandma hse
kinda felt tired so i slept la
thn my sis go get my maid to tie 2 plaits on my hair
so wrong =.=
thn my stepmum kept saying i look gorgeous
like zomg sounds so wrong
and she said it lots of time luh
OHOH ANDAND
THE BIG IKEA AND THE BIG GIANT STORE IS SOOO HUGEEEE
dam fun oh ^^
yea...
let me see...
OH YA
last fri night session
me n choo quietly studying
thn dunno why she suddenly get so high
thn she knocked her cup of milo and
BOOM!!!!!!
spill over my a maths tb
my a maths topical prelim booklet
my a maths hw
all on a maths
dont u think its a bad sign??
x.x
oh and u noe
like zomg
baboona came over like nt even close to 1 min after the milo spilled la!
thn her hands were in her pockets
and she kept saying hmm hmm hmm...
so i was like we go take tissue ok
thn she said
hmm ya u better hurry n clean this up
and i was like
blablabla in my head
she sucks la she
-to be continued-
`The End
6:17 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
ZI YING HASNT BEEN TALKING TO ME THE WHOLE OF LAST WEEK ALSOOOOOOOOO
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
dam her la
she makes me feel sooooooooooo miserable
just wads her problem la
im like getting so angry at her
but once she leaves class
i feel lost again
seriously,sometimes i wonder
do i wanna see her or do i not
do i wanna speak to her or do i not
do i wan this to continue or do i not
just wad the hell do i wan??
i have no idea
so dont ask.
last fri went to tiong bahru
had lunch with choo n her 2 other frens
they were nice ppl =))
thn after tt choo n i went to popular
she was practically picking out soo many stuffs
dunno hw bt she spent $20 of mine
din rly see wad she spent on XD
ohohoh
met mary-ann at popular too =D
i rmb who she was
bt i din rmb she was actually in the same class as me in p6
can u believe tt??!!
and she actually noes who i spent my time with
LOL
she actually named out yi yi, jane, jessica...
like seriously i was like okay...
thn she even pointed out tt i was sitting at the back with all the tall tall ppl
bt she was with the not-so-tall ppl
but hey!
look at her now!
she's WAYYYYYYYYYYYY taller than me
:'(
sobs!
went back to sch abt 6.30
a maths consultation only started 7.30
cuz apparently another student stole our a maths tchr away cuz we were late =/
dammm
bt 1 hr better thn nth rite??
ya so i shdnt complain
bad nad
=[
LOL
and apparently she gave us lollipops =D
HAAAAAAAAA
ms chua's the BEST =DDDDDDDD
woots love her to bits n pieces >< charger ="D">< survive =".="" phone =".=""><
thn whn i told stepmum i think tt our cousin took her spare phone too,
she was like...no way
thn she called starhub agn to cancel line
after tt we all went to dad n stepmum room
thn dad n stepmum were like
omg hw cn she do tt again
this is like the THIRD time she stole frm our house la
like hw can she?!?!
thn my stepmum actually said the f word =.=
stunned
but anyway~
1st my phone spoil
2nd my watch broke
and nw my phone stolen
are these signs or smth??
cuz seriously bad things have been happening to me nowadays =.=
pissed la
nt gonna forgive my cousin no more
hw dare she
1st time she did
i forgive her
2nd time she did again
i forgive her
3rd time she did again
WHY THE HELL SHOULD I FORGIVE HER AGAIN?!?!
THIS TIME ITS NOT JUST MONEY
IT'S MY (stepmum's) PHONE AND MY SIM CARD
wads her problem laaaa
nw even being suspended frm sch for 1 yr
i dont see hw she's making gd use of her time la
say regret la regret la
but look!
she's still stealing
DO YOU CALL THAT REGRET?!?!
haiz
i miss my little brother
=(
lol so random
IT'S EARTH DAY TOMORROW(22/04)
LET'S CELEBRATE!!!
and please la ppl
be more aware of the environment
stop harming the environment...PLEASE
we're living on this earth
so it is OUR (yes you and I) responsibility to care for our mother earth
sure we cant turn back time n change everything
bt we can do smth abt slowing down the process of lets say global warming
tt's the pressing issue isnt it
we wldnt wan the waters to flood our land n end up eating up all the land available
thn by then where do we live??
so please,mind wad u do, wad u use,wad u release into the environment
every small little thing every psn do will become a big thing
SO
Do YOUR part NOW
=)
-peace out-
`The End
5:34 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
nadnadnadnadnad~~~~~~
haha ok im feeling high nw yay ^^
past few days hasnt been going well for me
well maybe it did i guess...
but it just seems like i keep looking the other way around
i guess all this while im just a sensitive kid afterall huh =/
ahh but seriously rite...
last whole week zy totally ignored me and aish la
on monday felt her coldness towards me
on tuesday it felt just as bad
maybe worser
and i thought i was the only one feeling tt way bt aish came to me
and she asked if zy was talking to me
and i kinda felt like
ok...im nt the only one she's ignoring
but u noe wad??
she chose to ignore us both
ONLY
and she talks to every one like they're her close frens
even to those she nvr talked to b4
she rly acted dam close towards them
sure, i was happy for her
cuz afterall she has been very quiet since the time i knew her
bt to ignore me totally??
it hurts la it hurts...
so ystd i opened my e math tb to complete my super overdue hw
and i saw zy's scribbles all over
reminded me of the time we totally slacked n play arnd during e maths lesson
tho tts a bad thing but hey, she kept me awake
for all the other lessons too it was her who kept me awake in class
oh lol and in my e math tb
she got write "NAD IS A NERD NUT!"
haha...
thn there was a funny quote
bt i shall nt say it for my tchr's privacy =)
totally brought back memories of us whn we were so happy with each other's companion
that brought me to tears =(
why...
i miss you dearie...
5 days...
plus 2 days...
it kills...
will you be dragging it further?...
if that's the case...
i'd rather not live...
well i was seriously dam sad la
imagine your fren nt talking to u bt u dunno the reason why she's acting tt way towards u
my world felt so empty u cant blame me rite??
i love all my dear frens like nobody's business tyvm.
of course i love my family too =)
today at least zy gt smile at me n aish agn
bt...
still abit quiet with us sadly =(
hopefully we'll be able to talk to her again *prays hard*
after sch went to pass bks to my little brother
he was soooo ultra angry at me cuz he missed 3 trains
like he soo totally have no idea hw much i had to rush =.=
and he totally finds me irritating
sad huh
i know
thn went to amk hub with zee
wanted to shop for bdae pressie for nickson at gift a name
bt amk hub dont hv
so we ended up having old chang kee and bubble tea =D
felt great walking arnd with my bestie<3
ok ta~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAEEM<33333333
`The End
7:08 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
life is full of ups and downs, dont we all agree on this sad fact??
at one pt of time u can feel like ur rly high up there in heavens
yet at the next moment, ur already feeling ur deep down in hell
sighs...
i cant stand my life, really
wad goes on btwn my parents(BOTH sides in fact =.=) i can nvr rly understand...
first its mum n stepdad
wads wrong with them??
oh...EVERYTHING
the 1st big quarrel they had was 2 yrs back whn i was in sec 2??
they practically quarreled cuz stepdad din like the fact tt she let my bro go with sis n aunt's family to pulau ubin...or was it some other pulau cant rmb la huh just some island offshore.
thn he complained so much say anything to do with his side, mum nvr lets my bro go over
BUT whn it comes to HER side, she always say yes can go
if i was my stepdad i'd feel the same way he does too
who wont??
its a true fact
thn i thought so hard...
i've always wanted to be a boy cuz its like stepdad n mum was always doting on him no matter wad
bt came this issue, he had lots of scolding frm stepdad n mum n i rly pitied him la
he was only 9 thn
after tt, seems like small little issues they quarrel quarrel quarrel like nobody's business
even in sms also wanna quarrel
sec 2 was rly very trying for me
guess tts whn my grades started falling oh wells.
there was even this one time stepdad left home for a few wks
thn mum sms him ask him come home la blahblahblah
totally misses him
thn she became nice to him for few days only
thn their quarrel started all over again =.=
and nw their shouts r like neverending
and mum is like always saying hw bad my stepdad was la
hw he looks down on us la
hw he only cares abt his parents la
LIKE I GIVE A DAM ABOUT THAT??!!
shit them la
next
dad n stepmum
tt stepmum of mine
always come home at like 2+ 3+ am
AM LEH AM!!!
thn turns out daddy found out she had an affair
so i guess he was at a loss of wad to do
thn mummy's bdae he called her up n wished her happy bdae n all
imagine so many yrs nvr call thn sudenly this yr call cuz he's sad i guess
thn they actually met up again @@
like hw wrong is tt??
yet my classmates all say
its ok la nad.haven u always wanted ur parents to be tgt agn??
well tts true ya but so wad man?!
they're both married nw bt to diff ppl
THEY CANT GET BACK TGT CUZ TTS LIKE WRONG
WRONGGGGGGGG
ok tt totally let off some steam ^^
Last time...
i smile when i was happy,
i smile when i was sad,
i smile when i was high,
i smile when i was low,
i smile when i was cheerful,
i smile when i was crying.
Now...
i smile when im happy, high, cheerful!
i smile even when im sad, low and crying.
Smile...
it's a contagious thing.
what can be done?
nothing.
so force yourself and smile when you can.
`The End
6:19 PM
``__Meeee___**
Nurul Nadhirah, also known as,
Nad(x infinity ><), Nut, Nutcase, Dee, Dirah, Nadee, cookie, ko0kiex, ko0, blurqueen, Little Grass, Ribena hmm...cant rmb...
SMPS : 1/5, 2/5, 3A, 4A, 5D, 6b
CGS : 1C1, 2C1, 3C3, 4C3
MJC : 09S303
Current CCA : Service-Learning Club
Birthday : 12 August
Star sign : Leo
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him =x
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