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Sunday, January 24, 2010
"... i cant like you. ..."
gg man....
somebody shoot me right now
just for once i want to stop crying
this is killing me
i cant take it
i cant i cant i just cant!!!
dont you get it yet?
i need to get you out of my head
out of my heart
but not out of my life
its freaking hard!!!
so maybe i should be taking 'but not' out?
THIS IS INSANELY STUPID
we never should have met
then we would have never started anything
then we would have never broken up
and we should have never patched it up together again
(who am i kidding...)
but...
now that its over...
i wish i could rewind time
and stay in one precious moment with you...
it was both short and long at the same time
how i wish i could just hold your hands again
and never let it go...forever.
i never regretted loving you...
just regretted breaking up with you...
I Love You...
much loves,
nadnad(:
`The End
5:40 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
just because of some game i was playing
which made me not hear his exact words
which happened a few times already
just because i hv to go home soon
i cant download some game
or rather
i choose to download it next week since no time
then he not happy with me
and he called me...
chee bye
like twice
first time in history man
i feel so screwed up inside now
like why do i even allow him to control my life
or rather, how i feel
i dunno about you
but this really sucks
maybe its time we left each other alone ya?
it'll save me from all this pain
much loves,
nadnad(:
`The End
9:50 PM
hellos (:
its january the 17th of 2010 today
LOL!!
just came back cuz i forgot to mentioned this
I BOUGHT 3 CACTI AND FERTILIZERS FOR THEM YSTD
dam happy!!!
=DDDDDDDD
yayness~
haha
i guess being all moody and depressed makes u forget about the happy stuffs
hmms...
not that im absolutely happy today
=/
but yeah
because of some1's sms this morn when i woke up
he asked abt the state my cacti were in
lol of all things to ask xD
at least that reminded me of smth that cld keep me going
^^
haha bt anw
after i replied him
he din reply back
shdnt have even bothered to sms in the first place la huh
well thats all i hv to say for today
cuz too many hmwk still left undone!!!
take lotsa care~!
much loves,
nadnad(:
`The End
3:38 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010
today marks the 2nd wk since that fateful day
didnt want it to happen
but i didnt think i had any choice then
do i regret it?
honestly, yes
but someone once told me that in order to live a fruitful life
one must live with no regrets
so now im wondering how im supposed to wash it off
there's nothing much i can do really...
its just really quiet now
and i dont dare think about him anymore
cuz it just brings in the feelings that i do not wanna feel
but i cant help it
the feelings are warm but...
at the same time
they just make me feel so cold
its hard when im the only one feeling this way
so i guess maybe that was a good thing?
but then again
how can it be
when there is this
one
big
hole
that i cant seem to fill with anything
sighs...
we never should have started in the first place
i love you
but
i hate you
you make me feel...
much loves,
nadnad(:
`The End
6:01 PM
``__Meeee___**
Nurul Nadhirah, also known as,
Nad(x infinity ><), Nut, Nutcase, Dee, Dirah, Nadee, cookie, ko0kiex, ko0, blurqueen, Little Grass, Ribena hmm...cant rmb...
SMPS : 1/5, 2/5, 3A, 4A, 5D, 6b
CGS : 1C1, 2C1, 3C3, 4C3
MJC : 09S303
Current CCA : Service-Learning Club
Birthday : 12 August
Star sign : Leo
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him =x
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