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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
hah omg the last 3 days have been very trying-what with all the lessons and course to go through..
mon and tues were like this:
8-9.30 - malay, 11-1 - bio, 1.30-4.30 - eng course
and today the day goes like this:
8-9.30 - malay, 1.30 - 5.30 - eng course
wah damn tiring la please x_x
and there's still one and a half more weeks to go...
i was like complaining to zee but u noe what she said?
"I kind of gotten used to this crescent life already."
like OMGGGG
i seriously wonder how she lives with this kinda life =/
i can NEVER get used to this x.x
i didnt even choose to be in this school
reason why i am here in the first place is because mummy put it as my 1st secondary school choice
so now im stuck here...
who suffers?
me(not her)
great.
i dont wanna sound emo
NO NO NO
everything around me just makes me feel emo
??WHY??
even so,nad must be strong =D
oh yes she will
and she will continue to SMILE always
cuz she noes her friends love them alot
imagine nad without a smile on her face
isnt that horror D:?!?!
lol i really have to read that paragraph above in order to remind me of the people around me and also to lift my spirits up =)
i really have to be stronger
close friends of mine say i'm strong
but behind them i cry...and cry...and cry...
who noes of this?
my sis.my twin(zee).
i believe that's all
just why do i cry?
all these pressure,all these hopes,all these nonsense,crap,rubbish and all are just weighing me down ALOT
i cant seem to hold them inside
tried journaling some things to zee but i realise i cant really express myself there
not that i can do it here either
everything's all jammed inside my heart but i cant seem to let them leave my heart with ease
someday i noe ill break down again
and i also noe that it is the time when i study,when i cant really think straight,ill digress and start thinking of all those things
ill just...BREAK!..and cry...
feeling so stressed out
i really need to control myself more
i really need to control my emotions more
i really need to focus
i really need to think straight
i really need to stop breaking down
i really need to grow stronger!!!
-peace out-
nadnad <333
`The End
8:40 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Girly
[x] I love at least one shade of pink.
[x] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[x] I like wearing accessories.
[x] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with me
everywhere.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are __% girly. [60%]
Boyish<>
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My
Chemical Romance, Yellowcard,
Switc hfoot, etc.
[ ] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[x] I don't like shopping.
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty.
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[ ] I barely wear perfume.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are __% boyish. [40%]
Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse
or pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[x] I've never skipped any class in my
whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[ ] I enjoy reading books.
[ ] My assignments are passed up on
time.
[ ] I correct people with their
grammar.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are __% nerdy. [20%]
Emo
[x] I love the color black.
[x] I always sit at the corner.
[x] One side of my hair is covering
one of my eyes.
[ ] I like listening to metal rock
music.
[x] I have a lot of problems in my
life.
[ ] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[x] I barely go out with my folks or
friends.
ad d up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are __% emo. [50%]
Childish(:
[ ] I am open to my parents.
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons.
[x] I don't like watching horror
movies.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who
choose my outfit.
[x] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[x] I like being with my family
relatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[x] I've ran around the house in my
underwear. (ahem you know,when you're a kiddo you can't run away from that fact ><)
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are __% childish. [60%]
Popular
[ ] A lot of people adores me.
[ ] I hangout with the coolest crew at
school.
[ ] My parents are loaded.
[ ] I get everything I want.
[ ] I don't wear the same outfit twice.
[ ] I always have the latest gadgets.
[ ] I'm updated to the latest gossips.
[x] I don't like people blocking my
way.
[x] I have a lot of friends.
[ ] A lot of people look to me.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are__% popular. [20%]
`The End
11:11 PM
A friend may well be reckoned the masterpiece of Nature.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me;you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember,do not grieve;
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
-Christina Rossetti
wheeee
love them love them love them <3s!!!
`The End
11:04 PM
``__Meeee___**
Nurul Nadhirah, also known as,
Nad(x infinity ><), Nut, Nutcase, Dee, Dirah, Nadee, cookie, ko0kiex, ko0, blurqueen, Little Grass, Ribena hmm...cant rmb...
SMPS : 1/5, 2/5, 3A, 4A, 5D, 6b
CGS : 1C1, 2C1, 3C3, 4C3
MJC : 09S303
Current CCA : Service-Learning Club
Birthday : 12 August
Star sign : Leo
``__Loves___**
MY SISTER NURUL NABILAH FROM SMSS 4.3
MY FAMILY!!!
MY COUSINS <333!!!
MY PLATOONMATES <333!!!!!
MY FRIENDS <333!!!
My current/ex classmates <333!!!
My juniors!!!
FOOD!!!
LAUGHTER (its the best medicine)
him =x
``__Hates___
LIARS
BACKSTABBERS
people who hate me....is there?(lol i guess nw there is =[ sighs...)
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