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Thursday, April 10, 2008
life is full of ups and downs, dont we all agree on this sad fact??
at one pt of time u can feel like ur rly high up there in heavens
yet at the next moment, ur already feeling ur deep down in hell
sighs...
i cant stand my life, really
wad goes on btwn my parents(BOTH sides in fact =.=) i can nvr rly understand...
first its mum n stepdad
wads wrong with them??
oh...EVERYTHING
the 1st big quarrel they had was 2 yrs back whn i was in sec 2??
they practically quarreled cuz stepdad din like the fact tt she let my bro go with sis n aunt's family to pulau ubin...or was it some other pulau cant rmb la huh just some island offshore.
thn he complained so much say anything to do with his side, mum nvr lets my bro go over
BUT whn it comes to HER side, she always say yes can go
if i was my stepdad i'd feel the same way he does too
who wont??
its a true fact
thn i thought so hard...
i've always wanted to be a boy cuz its like stepdad n mum was always doting on him no matter wad
bt came this issue, he had lots of scolding frm stepdad n mum n i rly pitied him la
he was only 9 thn
after tt, seems like small little issues they quarrel quarrel quarrel like nobody's business
even in sms also wanna quarrel
sec 2 was rly very trying for me
guess tts whn my grades started falling oh wells.
there was even this one time stepdad left home for a few wks
thn mum sms him ask him come home la blahblahblah
totally misses him
thn she became nice to him for few days only
thn their quarrel started all over again =.=
and nw their shouts r like neverending
and mum is like always saying hw bad my stepdad was la
hw he looks down on us la
hw he only cares abt his parents la
LIKE I GIVE A DAM ABOUT THAT??!!
shit them la
next
dad n stepmum
tt stepmum of mine
always come home at like 2+ 3+ am
AM LEH AM!!!
thn turns out daddy found out she had an affair
so i guess he was at a loss of wad to do
thn mummy's bdae he called her up n wished her happy bdae n all
imagine so many yrs nvr call thn sudenly this yr call cuz he's sad i guess
thn they actually met up again @@
like hw wrong is tt??
yet my classmates all say
its ok la nad.haven u always wanted ur parents to be tgt agn??
well tts true ya but so wad man?!
they're both married nw bt to diff ppl
THEY CANT GET BACK TGT CUZ TTS LIKE WRONG
WRONGGGGGGGG
ok tt totally let off some steam ^^
Last time...
i smile when i was happy,
i smile when i was sad,
i smile when i was high,
i smile when i was low,
i smile when i was cheerful,
i smile when i was crying.
Now...
i smile when im happy, high, cheerful!
i smile even when im sad, low and crying.
Smile...
it's a contagious thing.
what can be done?
nothing.
so force yourself and smile when you can.
`The End
6:19 PM
``__Meeee___**
Nurul Nadhirah, also known as,
Nad(x infinity ><), Nut, Nutcase, Dee, Dirah, Nadee, cookie, ko0kiex, ko0, blurqueen, Little Grass, Ribena hmm...cant rmb...
SMPS : 1/5, 2/5, 3A, 4A, 5D, 6b
CGS : 1C1, 2C1, 3C3, 4C3
MJC : 09S303
Current CCA : Service-Learning Club
Birthday : 12 August
Star sign : Leo
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him =x
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